You know somtimes when you are really upset about something and say something you don't mean out of hurt or passion?
Well something I have been thinking about a lot lately with this blog is change.
And how I am changing and my ideas /views on things are changing and how sometimes that can be strange when you have a blog.
Like when you feel a certain way...or maybe are fueled by something else going on in life, or talking out of fear, or a whole range of options...and you post about them. And then months later your thoughts change.
I changed pretty drastically from highschool/college to who I started to become in the next phase of life. So if I had blogged in college I probably would be deleting blog posts left and right, rolling my eyes at outfits and so on and so forth.
Every once in awhile I will get a critical comment on an old blog post (from months and months before) and when I read the comment and then read part of the post I will think, "wow, I think youre right!"
I tend to be very "moldable"- like if someone offers me criticism more often than not I am going to try and see the truth in it and change it in myself.
I am not sure where I am even going with all of this- except that there are have been moments on this space where I wrote "in passion" or "in fear" and now months later I am not so sure about a particular statement or view.
The weird thing about having a blog is that it's out there forever.
So people reading are seeing you grow up,
seeing you change...
seeing you be molded
seeing you be molded
and that could possibly be embarrassing.
I imagine I will roll my eyes at age 50 at a few statements or outfits that I made/wore years before....but I already sort of feel that way at times.
But I think it's worth it.
I am okay with embarrassing my self a little as long as people give me mercy as I change and as I "grow up".
So I guess bare with me as I work through all of this,
as I work out viewpoints, thoughts and more.
Some may change.
Some already have.
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