(picture is me pregnant with our precious rainbow baby Apple)
The truth is I have been putting this off, I was sort of going to "breeze by" today and not mention it. But as I sat down to work on a blog post for tonight, I thought...the babies lost deserve it. They deserve to be remembered, to be celebrated.
Addison deserves it. He deserves me to revisit the heartbreak and light a candle and relive the dream we had for that precious life.
4 little "A's" still hang from Chris' necklace. A daily reminder that we have 4 precious babies.
The one who didn't walk here along side of me, but that one that forever changed my life.
A brief life yet so much meaning.
Addison, sweet baby... I haven't forgotten. Who I am is different because of the impact you had on my life. The sweet whisper that came and left. A day doesn't go by that I don't remember you.
So many sweet ladies out there suffer in silence. You aren't alone.
The candle burns in sweet remembrance of our baby. For your baby. For all the ones that went straight to the feet of Jesus. There are moments, moments that take my breath away... a glimpse that he hasn't been forgotten. A little life that impacted so many so quickly.
I love you baby A. Our family cannot wait to squeeze you so tight one day. I know that I will recognize you in an instant love. I can see you leaning up on a wall, smiling with the same adorable smirk Chris & Aiden give me.
You are so precious to me. I love you.
Heaven is holding you tight for me till I get there love.