I actually love the nights with this sweet pumpkin. I've felt like this with each child.... The sweet, fleeting, intimate moments that happen in the middle of the night/ the rocking and nursing and quiet that comes when it's just you two awake. The quiet walking up and down the hallways, the sound of the fans and the little squeaks you make. The soft whisper of a lullaby and the way you slump in the safety of my arms. I know how quickly they go. These are moments I wouldn't trade for anything in the world, pure heaven.
Tomorrow she has been hearthside for 4 weeks. 4 weeks!!! I can't imagine her not being in our world- she's made our family complete.
We love you so so much little love.