First Day.

August 24, 2017



Little notes stuck to my desk, empty carseats, their empty little rooms....the house is so quiet. 
Little visual reminders everywhere of their sweet little selves. 

I mean it's just school, I realize that- but I miss them desperately. 
 I worry about them ....are you navigating things without me there?

Letting go has always been the biggest struggle in motherhood for me.
It was so unexpected- that deep struggle...but it's what I wrestle with. 

I love you both more than you can imagine. 

Tears streamed down my cheeks as we pulled away today. The sweetest teachers literally on the planet, I prayed and thanked Him for (again) placing you both in the very perfect spots. 

I looked at one of them and told them what it meant for me to share my babies for that many hours each day. 

3:00 couldn't come quick enough.... Laying next to you at bedtime, your little prayers, talking through your day...hearing your stories and seeing you grow- moments that are so so dear to my heart. 

we love you both more than words can say